Time passes so fast and this week just flew by so quickly. Today I will serve wholeheartedly and I give Him everything that I have. I emailed everyone about the youth fellowship, but I still have got no replies from any co-workers, only from my own friends that encourage me and support me. Even though that it feels like I am all alone in all this, but I know that God has His timing and he will make the wisest decision when the time comes. I completely leave everything under His care and I know that he is faithful. I can feel His presence and I am at peace and joyful. I have a feeling that February is going to be really tough and I have a really strong feeling that something bad might just happen at my busiest time, but I just need to cling to God and He will be there to catch me if ever I fall. I know that I have been recently putting on a lot of time in friends, service, and haven't really worried too much of my academic work. So this upcoming week, I will focus on that and perform the best that I possibly can.
Concerning going back home, I really don't know what to do about it anymore, I just learnt that my exam has advanced a week, so that makes it impossible for me to go back home that weekend. But I know that they are well and I will keep them in my prayers.
Ever since the last talk that I had with po, I feel like I am willing to understand him more and worry less about my selfish needs. Before, I always get grumpy when I don't get what I want, but now, I am happy to do what he wants, cause now I understand why he makes those decisions, and most of the time, even if i don't want to admit it, they are wiser than mine.
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