Tough week coming up

My schedule this week is just too crazy! I'm like so scared.. Pharmacology exam in 3 days! and im not ready at all! It's so scary that I feel like crying.. =(

Last night, Posner stayed and worked on my computer until I fell asleep. It felt so nice! and he gave me an amazing hug too last night and for a moment, i never wanted it to end. =D My boyfriend is awesome and he gives the best hugs in the world!!

Yesterday, I was so happy! I got a snail from Cloris and I got lunch from Auntie! and and I got lunch for today from Auntie Betty! Aren't I the luckiest girl in the world?! And then, I got to see my baby afterwards for the rest of the night~ and he spoke cantonese to me!! =D

I'm feeling more and more comfortable with him, and I've never felt this way before. It's like I'm still sometimes shy around him, especially if he looks at me and starts staring. I just don't know what to do when he does that. haha but at the same time, I feel like I can just tell him everything. And things that dont just limit to what I did today and what i want to do tomorrow, but also like how I think about certain things, my opinion on ppl and events.. I'm not scared of him thinking that I'm weird or that he might judge me, cuz I know for sure that he doesn't. I don't know what was the turning point in this relationship, but I appreciate it so much more than before. I feel like I'm closer to him in every way, and that he truly cares about me. Sometimes, he gets me really mad when he thinks that he knows what I want or just assume a lot of things. It really gets to me and I know that I'm mad, and I can't do anything to un-mad myself. Which is really annoying too, like i know that he's trying to apologize and make me laugh, but I just can't stop being mad and being all cranky. It's so hard to just cheer up like that. and I hate it when it happens to me!

Anyway, overall, I think despite that my life is so miserable in terms of school, I'm happy that things are doing great between me and posner. But I hope that I'm not the only one thinking like this..

I'm back!

Yes, I figured that it doesn't matter what exactly I post here, as long as it makes me happy. And for some reason, i just really felt like blogging today haha I might keep it as a diary or something so that I won't forget some memoriable events =D

So recently, things have been going extremely well with popo =D I love following him around even when we're doing absolutely nothing, just knowing that I'm with him makes me happy. I have missed him a lot these past few days cuz i didn't get to see him as much I wished. but it just makes the times that we actually do see each other even more precious. haha

Other than that, things have not been doing so well lately:

-parents wanting me to break up

-over loaded schedule

-lots of observation to fill in

-the stress of starting youth fellowship

-piano practice

These are all the chores that I have to do, but theres still tons of things that I want to do like seeing my friends, cleaning up, cooking etc..

I just bought a cookbook and im veryyy excited to try some of them! they all look so good!

Doris is leaving on may1st so we are now planning to make her a surprise party at her place =D

The 29th will be another party with Val and Sophie, so that should be interesting LOL

I'll be moving soon to my new appartment and I am EXTREMELY excited haha I'm still hesitating on wether i should find a 2nd job at like second cup or rockaberry, i dont want myself to dieee but like, i need the money and it should be fun too haha