Last night, Posner stayed and worked on my computer until I fell asleep. It felt so nice! and he gave me an amazing hug too last night and for a moment, i never wanted it to end. =D My boyfriend is awesome and he gives the best hugs in the world!!
Yesterday, I was so happy! I got a snail from Cloris and I got lunch from Auntie! and and I got lunch for today from Auntie Betty! Aren't I the luckiest girl in the world?! And then, I got to see my baby afterwards for the rest of the night~ and he spoke cantonese to me!! =D
I'm feeling more and more comfortable with him, and I've never felt this way before. It's like I'm still sometimes shy around him, especially if he looks at me and starts staring. I just don't know what to do when he does that. haha but at the same time, I feel like I can just tell him everything. And things that dont just limit to what I did today and what i want to do tomorrow, but also like how I think about certain things, my opinion on ppl and events.. I'm not scared of him thinking that I'm weird or that he might judge me, cuz I know for sure that he doesn't. I don't know what was the turning point in this relationship, but I appreciate it so much more than before. I feel like I'm closer to him in every way, and that he truly cares about me. Sometimes, he gets me really mad when he thinks that he knows what I want or just assume a lot of things. It really gets to me and I know that I'm mad, and I can't do anything to un-mad myself. Which is really annoying too, like i know that he's trying to apologize and make me laugh, but I just can't stop being mad and being all cranky. It's so hard to just cheer up like that. and I hate it when it happens to me!
Anyway, overall, I think despite that my life is so miserable in terms of school, I'm happy that things are doing great between me and posner. But I hope that I'm not the only one thinking like this..
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